22 09 06.
m y l i f e i s o v e r.really.
dont ask me
why because this is
strictly personal.
dont ask me
how cause telling you wont be of any help anyway.
dont ask me to
cheer up cause i really can`t.
dont ask me to
smile cause that`s really impossible.
dont
message or call me cause my
phone`s being confiscated.
dont
ask me to go out cause im being
grounded with effect from today.
dont ask me to
persuade my mum ever again to stay over for the
chalet cause there`s 0.00% that she`ll agree to it.
dont ask me what happened, this is just the things way are right now.
have been crying my eyes out for almost 6 hours straight today.
tears-streaked me. such sore eyes i cant even blink properly.
such
unwanted unhappiness.
such
unwelcomed issues.
such
unpleasant phase of my life.such despicable methods used to
make my life miserable.
such
undesirable endings of a non-fairytale.
i`ve never wanted it to be this way.
feel like jumping from the 18th storey.
but no, that`s dumb shit. worry not people, i wont.
just a harmless thought.
but now im being brutally ripped apart without being spared.
and it hurts. like damn alot..
=(